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ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

PRETTY LADY

katharine joy.12 years young
1st year h/s. Atenean . Ateneo De Naga Univ. H/S.
loves my family,my FRiENDS, my CP, my PC, && my mp3.
moody.sometimes suplada.smart daw
<3 o3.o16.
 loathes flirts,snobbers,backstabber,plastic peeps.
wants my own laptop/PC, & a new cellphone.
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joy to mam tintin


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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

7:13 PM

So..today..we dont have classes. WHY? because its Typhoon Signal # 2 here in our place. HMPF. So much for studying for our supposedly exam for Math today. mmpf.

It'll be a boring day again. Arggh. I have to study for other exams that are scheduled tomorrow. Hmpff. And know what the problem abt that? I lost my copy of the schedule of examss. Thats why i dont know what subjects ill be studying for tomorrow's exam. L0L. and N0NE of my classmates are replying to my text messages asking for the schedule.amf.. BAD.

And i heard a really bad news yesterday. Argh. Some people out there in my prev. school [USI] are spreading news abt ME. Which is SO NOT TRUE. I'd rather not post in here what they were spreading about , because it might just continue to spread again! Arggh I dont know where they got that false news. Arggh. Or maybe they are just so malicious. Or just some effing false story makers. ARRRGGH. Why are there such people who likes to spread issues and rumors abt someone? Effing attention-seekers.

Arrgh.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 25, 2006

5:30 AM

Whaa.This week is our 2nd MidQuarter Examination Week! -_- Which means,i need to study!Arggh!L0L.

Our schedule of MQ Exams [ for our LG] will start on Wednesday. Weeh. LOL.

But tomorrow we will be having a long test in Math on Multiplying Polynomials. AND i havent studied for that test. YET. Im too lazy again to study, but i know i have to study [later] so i'll pass this effing review test tomorrow. MPF. And tomorrow on our Math's 2nd Period we'll be cramming for 40 minutes lesson of Divison of Polynomials [i think there are 3 division of polynomials, , ] = AND we have to learn that in that 40 minutes coz it'll be included in the exam on Wednesday. Arggh, I havent even memorized those steps in multiplying different polynomials sumthinggg. Arrrrgh.. Tomorrow will be a total torture. =[ I wish myself some luck. LOL

ANYWAY. Today, i went to school UNprepared. Ha-ha!

I didnt have any papers [ those 1 whole, 1/4, 1/2 length/cross wise thingyy] & i didnt have my pen [black & blue ,we use blue ink in checking materials for computer .] Wahaha. BAD! Actually for our Filipino , i borrowed from Maxim. But i lost the pen.Must have fallen somewhere. Then while we're abt to start our test in Science , I was almost screaming for pen..ahaha! Goodie, Phoebe has an extra pen. [Tnx Phoebe! I owe ya my life. haha.jke]

My LSS [LAST S0NG SYNDR0ME] for today is Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.. Haha.. I dunno why, It just got stucked on my head! =P haha.



Iris by Goo Goo
Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me
somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to
go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe
is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss
you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that
they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to
know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the
moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the
movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the
world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When
everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I
don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who
I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am (4x)

Whoops..Its already 8:40 PM.. still gotta study for our effing Math test tomorrow [gawd, and its our 1st period in the morning!! =( ] Bye bye.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, September 23, 2006

7:14 PM

i got my new mp3. LOL. its a creative lab zen nano plus , what i asked for was the creative lab neeon 2 [ its neeon NOT neon.lol] i wanted the neeon 2 coz its just like an ipod, but for me, its better than the ipod [ no offense to the apple company, LOL. i like ipod, but i like neeon 2 better, just to be different.LOL] But my cousin wasnt able to look for the neeon 2 kind, so she bought the nano plus thingggg. its just like any ordinary mp3. but thats okayyy. but i wouldve loved it if it was the neeon 2 coz it can preview music vids, pics, & have this "find your music-o-mate" feature thingy.LOL.

anyway, its not yet 24 hours since i had my mp3 but its already loaded with songs. LOL. i started downloading songs immediately after i got my mp3.LOL. So last night, while i was downloading songs on my LimeWire. biglang nagbrown out! hmpf! WTF. There was blackout for like, 2 or 3 hours. Hmpff.

I woke up SO early today. LOL. i woke up at 6:12 AM. [ yeah, exactly 6:12 coz the moment i opened my eyes i immediately glanced at my clock and it was 6:12.lol] The reason why i woke up SO early is because i slept early too. I slept at 9:30 last night. LOL.

..gotta go. =)
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, September 22, 2006

8:47 AM

i should have just edited my earlier post. but i guess its already too long.

i badly want to attend the Parokya Ni Edgar concert on Avenue Square. I think its gonna be held nxt week. But WTF, just found out from Hennie that no minors are allowed on the concert. wtf. i NEED to go to that concert. haha. I really really really really wanna go to that concert. =[ Why do they have to make it a no-minor allowed concert , whats wrong with watching the concert? HMPF. 8's just a concert. WTF. Maybe what theyre thinking is that minors would drink. Duh. Minors wouldnt drink if they wouldnt serve. L0L.


Okay.. thats just what i wanna say ...LOL..

im currently on a ym conference with Hennie & Myko.. haha.

keiiss.

gotta go.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


5:53 AM


New Layout! " Mysterious"


weekend. love it or hate it? most people [well , most students, i guess] would probably say, LOVE iT. Im not saying that i dont love weekends, i do.But ive got nothing else to do on weekends but go online,watch TV,text, blah blahsss. LOL. Im also NOT saying that i dont like weekends because i want to study, NO WAY. But its just that, on weekends, i'd always do this routine "watch tv,eat,computer,eat,sleep". im darn sick of doing those thingsss. L0L. i just want to go back to school TO SEE MY FRiENDS. uh, i see them on weekends too , but ONLY sometimes. So yeah, l0l. i wouldve loved the fact that we wont have classes. But no, not this time. I WANT to go back to SCH00L. haha. But on the other hand, lessons are boring. And we'll be having our midquarter exam this week.darnit.


anwayss. enough of the weekend thing. haha.

Today, is a forgettable day. i dont like this day at all.
Math was boring. And while i was doing my assignment for Social Studies [yep, on a math class!] Sir Noe called me to answer the problem on # 7 that we were checking , i was checking Alyxcyz's paper, I just read whatever Alyx wrote on # 7 and it was wrong. i dont care. L0L. And religion wasnt so interesting as it seems, today. Rico & Jomark 's mouth was taped with masking tape! eep. Because they talked even when Sir Nino said that no one should talk. pasaway talaga ng mgbstfrnd, haha!

The next 2 periods was Science, as usual twas so boring . haha. On the 1st period, all Ma'am Lisa did was gave a sermon abt discipline, blah blah. Seriously, I was nearly sleeping. Haha. Not actually sleeping , but i laid my head on my hand on the desktable. LOL. Actually almost all of us who were sitting on the back was doing that, haha. Especially Bagz! Haha. Even tho' Ma'am Lisa was already reprimanding them [Bagz & James]. Lol. Then on the second period, on the middle of our discussion, Martin suddenly got up and ran to the back door and threw up! eww. gross. he threw up on the floor at the back, and even outside the door. eeck.
yuck. Okay, i dont wanna talk abt the "Martin-Threw-Up" thingggg. Coz im about to eat dinner in a few minutess! Eeeck. LOL.

Social Studies, i wasnt listening, i was just scribbling on my notebook. And when i would raise my hand to answer, Ma'am Tin2 wouldnt call me. Hmpff. Haha. English wasNT okay. i got 28 out of 60 of the mastery of principal parts of verbs.. pfft. haha. i didnt memorized it LOL. whatevv.

Filipino was as usual boring. We had this group activity, wherein we would make an essay by connecting another sentence from the previous sentence made by your groupmate, Only 3 persons in our group made the essay coz they wont let US connect sentences. PFFT. whatevr. BUT that was OK. haha.

Computer, just the same. Activity on headers and footers. whaha.

After class , Jam and I went to the canteen. After eating , we went outside to watch the volleyball practice, then I noticed that Hennie & Jana wasnt around yet. Then i remembered that we have our Dance club meeting. WTF. i completely forgot. I was 30 minutes late. And when i went there it was almost ending. L0L. Still, I attended. L0L.We will be dancing this Kapa Malong something. hahahaha! I dunno when.

Okayyss. dont have anything to say, anymoree..L0L.


Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, September 21, 2006

4:57 AM

ei.

so yeah. the awarding of honors for 1st quarter was held this afternoon. all subjects was shortened for 4 minutes. i thought that we wont have the last 2 subjects for today, but turns out, because of the shortened period. we still had our last 2 subjects.

anywayss.. after our last subject which was computer, Nikki, Phoebe Jam & I went to the CR. Just to fix our hair. Waha3. Coz twas messy bcos twas windy. waha3. And when we went out of the CR, we were the only students which was still in the main bldg. EVERYone was already in the covered courts. So we [including Leiko coz she was with us too] was running like crazy in the ramp coz we thought the awarding already started. So we ran while in the covered walk, BUT there was lightning and thunder, and it was sooo scary. the lightning was like so long, like it was a strip of light on the sky. eek! Then i saw my mom on the covered court. And we were asked to form a line [ the 2nd honors ]. In front of me was Tristan, who was our Student Visitor in USI last grade 6. And behind me was Ralph, who is my classmate this year.

We were all so nervous that timeee. We have to go up one by one. SCARY. L0L. stage fright? maybe. LOL. And the one who will give the certificate was the University President! And we have to shake hands with him. So we did. But when i shook hands with him, my knees were like trembling like crazy. Haha. It was like i was going to faint. And after gettin' the certificate, i was like running and walking at the same time, i was walking too fast that i almost tripped, good thing no one saw that. I didnt tripped actually. But i ALMOST tripped. LOL.

Anyways, when Jana was called for First honor, the registrar said "Anika" or something instead of Janina. Ahaha.

Right after the Awarding, i went to the 4 pillars to get my things. And went inside our car. my bro & i didnt went home with our service since our mom was already in there. L0L.

Okieez. I dont have anything to say.Anymore. LOL. im gonna look for a new layout. Im bored of my current layout. LOL.

Anyeonghi kyeseyo!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

4:35 AM

my cellphone is was broken. again. L0Lz. it was only today when it wasnt opening again , because of the switch again, it was kinda stucked again, wtf. i hate my cellphone. L0L.

but ive had it fixed right away, today. L0L. bcos me 'n' my mom [yep theyre back already] went to centro to buy something and we went directly to the mobile repair shop.L0L. the one who repaired it just said that i may be "careLESS" in switching it on/off. [ of course i defended my side saying that maybe the switch was just stucked, BUT yeah, im a BiT careless AND impatient in switching it on/off.coz sumtimes it wont turn on/off even when i push it , and ill push it harder so itll turn on. im sooo bad. haha]

anywaysss, after that we went around the centro to look for a hardware thats still open, twas already 6:30 pm that time,so yep, as it turned out, there was no more opened hardware that time. so we went straight home, and ive fixed my things for tomorrow.

btw, we will only have regular class until 2:50 pm tomorrow, coz we'll be having the awarding of 1st quarter honorss.l0l. my mom is coming , i think.coz she'll pay for the tuition [ MQ examss nxt week. whaa] & maybe she'll watch the awarding.darnit..L0L

our afternoon sched is total torture..

after lunch break, 1st subject is SS , then english, we'll be going down to the 1st floor, for room 131. THEN back to 4th floor for filipino. THEN back to 2nd floor for Computerrrr. .torture.torture.torture. HMP.

i was AM right abt what i said in my previous posts, that school is torture. nyahaha.


Anywayss.. im really bothered of what "pare" [ its what me & jhun call each other..ahaha.. i dunno why, he just started to call me "pare" this morning ,and everytime we pass by each other we call each other "pare" hahaha] in lunch today, he said that he'll say something to meee. but during dismissal, i saw him and ask him what he'll say. but he said ".secret toh.bsta' aammpff.


oh yeah, now that my parents are back from somewhere out the country L0L , im gonna lessen my PC usage, i think. AMF.


gotta go. my mom's callin' me to go downstairs.amf. bye.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, September 17, 2006

10:27 AM

Hi. its currently 1:22 Am. Too early too update. But still, i'm gonna update for this day [o9.18.o6] why? coz im not sure if im able to go online tomorrow - okay, i mean later . in the morning. when the sun rises. whatevv.

anyway. yesterday. [ and i mean o9.o17.o6 - uhm..that counts as yesterday already,right? LOL]
we went to my cousin's house. coz they have this uhm, wat do you call "handaan" in english? AMPF. lol. whatevv. and yeah, i was just hanging out with duane, my cousin. soundtrippin` with the ipod.texting. watching tv.talking & eating at the same timeeee.nyahah.

and my bro. & i went with them to attend mass at 7pm, when we arrived, the 6pm mass wasnt finished yet,so we decided to have a joyride in centro, whew, it took us 30 minutes when its so near. But because of the effing traffic, it took us 30 minutes. ampf. so when we arrived in the church again, it was abt to begin. and during the mass, duane & i were laughing at the girl in front of us coz the way her hair is pulled up is err- weird. sama tlga namin. hmpf

nways.after the mass,they dropped us off in our house. and i quickly went upstairs and sat here in the computer chair. and yepss. until now im here. haha.

im not sure if im gonna go online tomorrow. mpf.

i gotta do my homeworks. i hate it. lol.

okieez. im a bit scared already[haha], im the only one up in this house. arrgh.

byee!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, September 16, 2006

8:35 PM

Helowie!

Mmpf. Its already 11:30 AM & no one's online YET. =[ L0L. Maybe because its a Sunday. Maybe they attended mass, or had lunch or somethinggg. The reason why im online is because i wont be online this afternoon. Coz we might be going to my cuz' house. Ha3. Its been ages since i last went there. L0L. Gawd, my classmates are texting me and i cant reply coz my "unlimited -text-something" already expired. And I cant register again coz i dont have anymore load. And to think, Ive just loaded 300Pesos a few weeks ago. =P Im so bad. My mom's gonna kill me if she found out that I already consumed my 300Pesos load in less than a month! Haha. Its because I always register in the unli. service HA3. And sometimes while I'm registered, my friends who are using Globe also text me, and i have no choice but to reply And yeah , it cost 1peso to text in other servers while registered in Unlitxt. Ha3. Whatevv.

I'm excited again to go back to school. =P L0l. i dunno why i keep on changing my mind on whether i want to go back to school already, or not. Brrrr. L0L.

Reasons why i wanna go back to school already:
Because its so
boring in here.
I miss my friends & classmates.
I miss our school.
Har2
I miss the ramp. [eek?.haha. kiddin']

Reasons why i
DONT wanna go back to school yet.
Terror teachers.
Torture. [And that
means the homeworks =P]
Waking up early.
Sleeping early.
Seeing the
people i loathe[hate].

Okayys.. i gotta go...

Coz its you & me. And all of the people . With nothing to do & Nothing to lose. And its you & me.And all of the people. & I dont know why i cant keep my eyes off of you.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


2:16 AM

Hii.

Only 3 more days before we go back to school. I've said before that i wanted to go back to school coz its been boring lately. But you know what? now, I DONT WANT TO GO BACK YET! argh. There's a reason behind that, but no one knows the reason except for me [ jana & hennie too., i guess.haha] But i dont wanna tell the reason coz its kinda erm, personal? Argh.

I just found out that our Group [number 3] has NOT YET made our project. AND ITS DUE ON WEDNESDAY MORNING. sermon na naman ang abot namin nito kay sir solomo!
I only know that JAM MAE is my groupmate, but the rest? I dunno. HA-HA . Maybe we'll do the project on Tuesday afternoon. L0L.

So..today was the Fluvial Procession. The transferring of Ina from Cathedral to Basilica. L0L. Hindi kami naghanda this year Nyahaha. Coz my 'rents aren't around. L0L that's why only a few relatives went to our house to watch the Fluvial.

I still haven't done my homeworks :

Activity Paper for Math. [Mult. Polynomials sumthing...]
PROJECT FOR CL! [group proj. (as mention in the entry above) ]
Outline for Social Studies [Chapter what?? ifrgt. mmpf]
Memorize the sumthing sumthing on page what? of Grammar Book.[eek!]
Computer Assignment # sumthing on our SLP.

Gawd.Im so bad. I havent done my assignments yet. And im not sure of the other assignments. L0L.

i'll do them on Monday. =P still too lazy to do that.

Why do they have to assign homeworks on a VACATION? argh.

I gotta go. Im already starving. Haha.


if i shout your name , would you hear me? if i tremble and shiver in the cold,
would you shelter me? if i go away, and say i'll come back, would you wait for
me?
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, September 15, 2006

3:55 AM




Hi there. My sister & cousin went home yesterday from Manila. I woke up with the sound of my sister's voice, talking to someone on the phone, at around 8:30 am. Yep, she was talking to her friend that early. I wasn't able to go back to sleep anymore , so i have no choice but to get up. First thing i did was I turned on the TV, the Voyadores Festival was being held , but i didng watched it. BORING! So i went downstairs to eat lunch, [yep , i mean that was at 11:30 am already] Anywayss. After eating lunch , i just glued my eyes in the TV. After my sister arrived from centro, We watched the movie " The Devil Wears Prada" on DVD. It was good! I like it! Anne Hathaway , improved a lot. L0L. Im so not in the mood for a movie review, so i just recommend you to visit the movie site .


Anywayss, today was the Military Parade.

Our school was on the 2nd Category. I only know 2 awards for our school the Best Marching Unit for DBC Lyre [5th place] - oh well ,at least top 5 in that category. LOL. and the Most Disciplined Unit [1st Place!] . I am not sure of the other awards, if there are any. lol.

And i didnt watched the parade live. I only watched it via TV. I didnt went to the centro to watch coz there are ALOT of people and its soo hottt! And also, i dont have any companion if i will watch it live anywayyss. L0L

Its realllly boring out herreee. With nothing to do but watch TV & surf the net. And oh yeah, TEXT!


I really miss school. ;( I mean, not the BORING LESSONS! har3. I mean i miss my friends. Havent seen them for almost 3 dayss. UGHH

Tonight is the IMAGO concert in Avenue Square! I so wanna watch itttt! The problem is i dont have any companion. I'll ask my sister laterrr is she's gonna watch. HAR2

Tomorrow is the Fluvial Procession, sure there'll be visitors in our house again, coz the fluvial procession is seen at the back of the "backgate" of our house. LOL.. But i dunno who will come..

Okayss. nothin' else to say.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

8:20 PM

juz found out that i passed for 2nd honorss.
weeeeeeeee!
in our class no one passed for 1st honorrss.
so when i looked up on the list of honorss [2nd]
i am d top 5 for 2nd honor!!
not that im braggingggg. im just happy .
lol. cozz i nver experienced being an honor
in USI.. but now, whoa. unexpected thing 2 happen.
LOL.

nwayss.
i received this quote frm hennie that ,err, strikesss me out.-kindaa. lol
dont wait until its too late to tell sum1 hw much u luv , hw
much u care, bcoz when theyre gone, no matter how loud you shout and
cry,they wont hear you anymore. =(

anyway. besides the fact that im a 2nd honor. and those other thingss. things arent so good with my life right now... my parents arent around. theyre somewhere in europe. and wont be back until next week. they've been gone for almost half a month. and this week is gonna be like, the longest week of my life.. sure, we have no classes coz its the penafrancia festival. fun? cool?. gaah. thats a no-no for me. its not that im so nerdy that i wanna go to school and study? eek NO WAY. its just that its so boring in here. people just have got to be kidding that its a fun week. maybe, for them. but not for me. its just like being stucked in a room with nothin` to do except to hopelessly wait for someone to open up. gaawd. i am just so bored. i wouldnt be so bored if friendster isnt down today. today is their scheduled maintenance, what a bad timing. uggh.i just hope that the wait ust be worth it. with new and improved features. right?. lol. gawwd. ive got NOTHING to do.except to update this,text AND chat on ym. just the same old same. But yeah im only chatting with one person, HENNIE. gaah. otherss arent online yet. or better yet, theyre on invisible mode. wtf. whatevrr. ive been listening to the song stars by callalily over and over again. just a few days ago i was listening to your song over and over again. but now i just seem to like stars better. lol. speakin of stars, i just hate paris hilton's stars are blind, its just so irritating, i mean HER VOICE is irritating. and the music video is effing IRRITATING. i hate it. i hate her voice. and in fact, i HATE HER! im sorry if someone out there is a "fan" of hers. anyways back to your song & stars, theyre all kinda heartbroken songss. and i dunno why i listen to it. when , for a fact, that im NOT heartbroken. i just like the songggg. err. nothing's wrong with that? ryt?..lol.anyways.. its just about 12:05 noon, im starving, i didnt ate my breakfast this morning. LOL. ... im really starving.. i better go & eat lunch...

if only you could hear me shout your name.

if only you could feel my love again.

the stars, in the sky, will never be the same,

if only you were here.. ;(
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, September 10, 2006

2:16 AM

Hey there.

im sooo happpyy. ive got NO LINE OF 7 after all. weeeeeee.

Coz the grades in PE, MUSiC & HEALTH were "combined" for the PEHM grade.

Oh yeaah. and it turned out to be higher. lol.

i didnt passed for the 2nd honor passing grade. ;(

But ive passed for the honorable mention! Wee.

Lol.

Okayy..Thats just what i wanna write todaayy.

Gotta eat my snack. Ive been starving all afternoon. Haha...
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, September 09, 2006

12:58 AM

hey there.

its been so boring this days. coz we dont have classes, it might sound fun right? but its NOT. its been totally boring out here! and its soooo HOTTT out hereee!

okay so yesterday, was the traslacion or the transferring of iNA from Basilica to Cathedral..Err, Sir Solomo said that he'll give extra points to those who will join. i didnt join, anyway.

What i did is just glued my eyes to the tv almost the whole afternoon, i was watching these animes in TV, since there were no other good shows to watch., so i sticked with anime.eeck. LOLAround 3pm there was a blackout, then the current came back, then out, then in, then out then in. ARGGHH. i was sooo irritated that time, coz its so hot and the electricity would go out then in. eerr. then after the electricity came back again without the "turnon-turnon cycle" [thank God!!] i opened the computer. and yeah, arnd 9PM i closed it coz i was just wasting electricity [err]and i wasnt doing anything with the computer, at all.

anyway..yesterday was the concert of kamikazee i BADLY wanted to watch it. :( but yeah, same old reason, parents didnt permit me. err. and besides. i was kinda lazy to go out anyway.

also, last night was the concert of brownman revival in avenue square, my brother and cousins went to watch. i didnt. LOL. i wanted to, but too lazy.haha

and yeah , i slept @ 12 am. err. ive been sleeping too late this days coz of the BACS. but i really enjoyed in the BACS. i sure hope there'll be another activity like that this year. i cant wait till next yearrr's BACS activity!!! hahaha.

oh yeah, during jana's treat @ greenwich. 'twas fine. me,hennie,jana.danica,yna,veronica,jik2, and herve.haha. afterwards we went to Emall @ WOF (world of fun), we were supposed to go to the videoke cubicle thingy, but there was no available cubicle that time. I bought 2 pin buttons, with numbers 03 and 19!! weeee. ahaha. watev. there was no 08 & 27 soo yeah, i juz bought the 03 && 19 .lol.

omg. tomorrow is the distribution of cards. eeeck. i hate iiiittt. i have this line of 7 for music. i effing hate itttt ! grrrrr. i love music,, BUT I DONT LOVE THOSE EFFING PITCH NAMES, OF THE F CLEF, grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. it completely slipped out of my mind during the exam. bleettch. why do we have to keep on memorizing this effing pitch thingss. grrr.


i could have been an honorable mention for this quarter if not for that effing music grade, effing lifeeee.

anyway, got nothing much to say nowww. gotta go.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

9:36 PM

last night was a blast! it didnt even felt like we ARE on a vigil night. Well, it was more of like a night party!

I went to E-mall to meet Hennie @ 12:30 but i arrived @ 1pm! eeep. lol.

We went to Paseo De Caceres afterwards coz Hennie needs 2 buy something.

sO after she b0ught what she needed, we went to Lucky 9 to buy snacks for the activity later that day.

then we went to her house to wait for veronica. Veronica and I changed our tshirt with our Intrams Shirt. grr.. i hate that shirt. its kinda big 4 me. ampf

Then we went to Cathedral coz we thought the meeting place of Ateneans was in there. But we walked to ATENEO Main to check if our classmates and others are there, and yea,they were in the Ateneo Main.

And we have this procession thingy from Ateneo - Cathedral - Ateneo. ARRGH. it was so tiring though it was only near. but stilllll.. we were like going back & forth. amf.

After we arrived in the Campus again, there was some sort of presentation thingy, but my classmates and i werent watching those thinggss. We were just sitting on the grass and talk abt anything under the sun. LOL

Then James offered to buy us Zagu Shake. So we paid him P27 each. We waited for like an hour for him to get back. The line was so long, i guess.

Around 8pm something, Sir Solomo told us to get up and roam the campus coz there were booths and everything, Arrgh. We dont want to get up. We're too lazy, i guess.haha.. But we still roamed the campus and booths though. Alyx. Marj and Xavier went to the disco booth or something. But Bhem & I were looking for the Arrupe Grounds for the Stargazing booth, but when we went there, there was no stargazing booth. So we went to look for the Dolan Grounds for the Rapelling, but we cant find it, then we went with Bagz to the covered court, but Bhem and I just left after a while and went to look for the Dolan Grounds again but there was no Rapelling Booth, only the Marriage Booth, Kissing Booth & Jail Booth, which were all like, silly. lol

We went to the Xavier grounds coz there was a message booth something, that your message for someone in the campus will be flashed on the screen. Haha! We tried to have a message to be flashed but we changed our minds. Then went back to our "Grounds"
After that was the dinner break something. Bhem asked me if im gonna have dinner, but i said "i dnt know. mybe l8r " so she asked her classmates and they went to have dinner. But i just stayed with my friends in our "Grounds" .haha.

Around 11pm was the mass, the chapel was just near us but we didnt went in the church. Coz all of us arent gonna fit in tht chapel neways, we were like 3thou+ students from diff. schools. err. lol.


After that was the band showdown. Weee. Diff Bands played, but most of them played Martyr Nyiebera of Kamikazee but though its one of my fave songs, i was kinda sick of it last night, it was played over and over again. Other songs played was "Nasaan kA- pUpil" "Para Sa'yo- Parokya ni Edgar" "The Ordertaker- Parokya ni Edgar" which were all one of my fave songs. And there were other songs which i dont know.

I was trying to sleep with my friends on the grounds, but my effing classmate is just bugging me, arrgh. And my head was already aching and he was still bugging me. WTF.

Comes the vigil @ 4am and i wasnt able to sleep all night. So during the vigil, i was so tired that i slept the whole time the vigil was held! OMG. bad meee! Akiko, who was sitting beside me during the vigil, also slept, but during the vigil, we were asked to stand, Akiko was able to wake up but they were waking me up but i wouldnt wake up. i dunno why. it must have been embarrassing since i was the only one sitting there, i think. LOL.

I woke up when the Vigil was already finished at around 5 Am. And the gates were opened around 5:50 or 6am . I met Hennie && Veronica outside the gate, and we walked near the WillPrint. Veronica and I waited for Hennie to get a ride back home. Then after that , we went to the other side of the street , near USI. and went home also.

First thing i did when i arrived in our house, SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!

Haha.. i slept for like 4 hours.. ampf.. and woke up coz of Jana. she was texting me and my cellphone beeped.And i woke up.. grrr.. hahaha.

I was still sleepy when i woke up but i couldnt sleep anymore so i just took my lunch and now im doing this, updating this blog. LOL.

Jana's treating us @ Greenwich today, its her birthday tomorrow but tomorrow is the procession thingy for our fiesta in here.

Im goin` to her house around 3:30 and we will go to Hennie's house later coz the 4 of us [Hennie Jana Me and Veronica] will go to Greenwich together.

Angela & Danica from USI will also join uss.. weee.. reunion..

Speaking of reunion, we had a lil reunion last night at the BACS, coz some of my former classmates who were still in USI was also thereeee. lol.

Okay.. im still sleepy.. *yawns*
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

3:50 AM

heeeyy..

yeyy..today is our last day of school , i mean for this week. yep! only 2 days! coz we'll be having our fiesta in our town.and yeah tmorrow, we'll be having the overnight vigil thingy in the main campus.. 5000 peeps from diff. catholic schools in here.. yeaah. how can we ever fit in there? its gonna be crowded..arrgh.. but neways, its just cool that we're not gonna sleep ovrnight.bwahaha. but i guess we will.maybe. idont know. lets just see.haha

so we have this sticker thingy for the overnyt, kinda like an entrance pass or whatsoever. and yeah, i lost it. darnit. it must have fallen in the service car of jana && hennie when i took it out of my wallet. grr. .so i went to bookshop today,and bought a neonorange colored sticker paper, and printed the words in the sticker. and abt the font? i searched in the `net the font FORTE coz my service m8 told me it was forte, so i went to search it on the 'net but u hve 2 pay $21.wtf?. so there was one site where you can type in a certain text as a sample, and i typed the words and i just copy && paste it .wahaha..sneaky me. tsk..tsk..

okay,so i dont have much time to write abt other things since i dont have anything much to say.. gaah.

im gonna sleep like for 10 hours, maybe. so i wont get tired on the overnight. i dont want to sleep on the overnight.bwahah. we'll be telling ghost stories, i guess.. nyahaha.

okay. i am WAY too excited.

i guess i have to use my time to surf the net coz i cant go online for like 2 days? whoaaa.


"there are things that we dont want to happen but we have to accept, there are things that we dont want to know but we have to learn and there are things that we want , but have to let go. ;("
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 04, 2006

4:02 AM



I just want to share with ya my current addiction, i mean favorite song. Its a song by Joanna Levesque aka JoJo. Its entitled Too Little Too Late. its all about young love and its abt a girl saying to a boy who cheated on her that he doesnt deserve another chance at all. This is most suitable for heartbroken peeps out there. so yeaah. i hope ya like it
Too Little Too Late- JoJo
Come with me
stay the night
just say the words but boy it don't feel right
what do you expect me to say?
You know it's just too little too late
You take my hand
and you say you've changed
but boy you know your begging don't fool me
because to you it's just a game
You know it's just too little too late
So let me on down
cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
your chance has come and gone
and you know
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyway
You know it's just too little too late
yeah yeah it's just too little too late
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
and now you wanna communicate
You know it's just too little too late
Go find someone else
in letting you go I'm loving myself
you got a problem
but don't come asking me for help
Cause you know
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyway
You know it's just too little too late
I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give(I have so much to give)
with a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Oooh no it's just too little too late yeah
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyway
You know it's just too little too late
you know it's just too little too late
It's just too little too latea little too wrong
and I can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyway
You know it's just too little too late---
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, September 03, 2006

4:24 AM

whoa
i really had a bad weekend. not too bad. but kinda.

well, my 'rents aren't around again for 2 or 3 weeks i think. fun? maybe. but no way, im kinda bummed out. its like too boring in here, just my aunt, brother and our helper. yeah yeah, my older sis is comin' home next week but only for like 3 days? just to celebrate fiesta. wtever.

oh yeah, the penafrancia festival is just `round the corner. gaah. though its fun, i dont like it. too many people,, downtown is sooo crowded. gaah. and we dont have classes, cool? yeah, but too boring in the house, i cant go to the downtown since it'll be too crowded, and my friends, i dont think their 'rents would allow them to roam the city/downtown during the fiesta. soo yeahh, i dunno what i'll do this fiesta. maybe go to my cuz house? eer. or just lock up my self in this four cornered room and just glue my eyes on the computer.?errr. no way.

and jana's birthday is coming up. its this friday! errr. and its the traslacion day. ehm, its gonna be crowded in the city coz there'll be parades and blah blahs..

yeah, we have this overnight vigil to Ina thingy? im coming. i guess... :( . we will pray the WHOLE night?? ehm?? too holy? ..gah..

okay.. so there's classes tomorrow. AGAIN. but i guess only for 2 or 3 days this week. yipee!
and no classes for almost 2 weeks/??? gaaarr.. BOREDOM FOR 2 WEEKS?? eek!

whoa..its almost 8 in the evening, havent done my homeworks yet.eeeep..! better be doing the homeworks, or else ill be listed in the effing BDDR..ack..
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;