;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

PRETTY LADY

katharine joy.12 years young
1st year h/s. Atenean . Ateneo De Naga Univ. H/S.
loves my family,my FRiENDS, my CP, my PC, && my mp3.
moody.sometimes suplada.smart daw
<3 o3.o16.
 loathes flirts,snobbers,backstabber,plastic peeps.
wants my own laptop/PC, & a new cellphone.
names|names|names
katja to my family and friends.
kath to other friends.
joy to mam tintin


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Thursday, August 31, 2006

3:42 AM

okayys. im kinda relieved that my 'rents wouldnt confisc8 my cellphone. thats because they went to Manila, and are not coming back til the 19th, i think. so they wont be able to get my card mark, instead my aunt will get it.. ;(

i am still in shock of my 77 grade in music, LOL. im not ''this'' grade- conscious before, but now, it seems that i am. its my 1st time to get a line of 7! aargh. and its the only grade that makes me not qualified for the honors, gaah. ;(

.ill just get over it and strive more this 2nd quarter, [[eeek is it really me typing this kind of thing? LOL ..too serious to be me..]]

wtevrr..

so we lost in our volleyball match today.

i really dont care if the other team cheated or the referee cheated, as my classmates said.

what i care is my grade,[again], cos my classmates just made me a sub. as if. well finally i do know how to serve the ball, a bit. LOL. bt my classmate just said "oi, sub ka LANG" . as ifff. she doesnt know how to serve too. but still.. its unfair. its just the matter of my grades. i dont think ill have grades at the game today. wtf. bcos of them!! theyre so unfair.

and afterwards, they said "ayos lang yan kahit di ka nakalaro" wtf!!its ok for them coz they have grades.but wt abt me?.. whts wrong with these people nowadays.. that same girl who said that is my elementary classmate too, and she's really different nw..wtevs..

ill just explain to our MAPEH teacher. .wtf.. i really hate itt.

all i talk abt here is grades. so im gonna stop. LOL.

oops.. havent done research wrk yet..aack.. bye..
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

4:27 AM

omfg.
i hate music. i dont mean music, as in the songs.i so love it. but what im referring to is the subject MUSIC in our school. ohhh godd. i hate it sooo muchhhh.

i could be an honor student this quarter, if not for that music. its the lowest grade ive had!! 77! i really think our teacher dislikes me. aarrgh. i mean, i just dnt knw why every music class, it seems like she gives me "the cold treatment" . oh godddd. i am so dead. my parents gonna forbid me to use the computer, or else, confiscate my cellphone. NO WAY. i dont think theyll do that, but STILL. they'd tell me to lessen my computer usage. aaack. i hate ittt.

gahhh. i hate this day.

and on this same day, ive decided to hate 3 guys in our class.

i hate english class too, not because of the subject but because of our seating arrangement, because those 2 guys are in front of me and they always piss me off.

they'd always tease me ,piss me off, irritate me. GOD. i even told our english mod. about it, they were listed for class disturbance. and wtf, one of the guys told me that theyd continue teasing me and piss me off when our teacher goes out. i became sarcastic to them, i told them who was really pissed off because i told our teacher, and they reacted like" omg, im gonna be dead better pretend to not know what happened"attitude. AARRGH. i sooo hate that.

and this other guy, tap my head with the fan . [ not the electric fan, but the ordinary fan which ew hold .LOLS]. i soo hate him. we were in the middle of doing our seatwork and i had a bad headache that time and then suddenly he would do that.

boys are just so irritating. not all boys are. but those 3 guys are irritating.

i dnt mean that im getting pissed off bcos im "guilty" or what they're saying is true. NO, not that. its just that, our english mod. is already looking at me, as if im the one who commits mistake when im ignoring those guys. arrrgh. and because theyre so noisy and i had a bad headache that time.

arrggh. i dont wanna see them.

good thing we dont have english class tmorrow.

but god, in friday, we have our english class again, and its 2 periods. 1 hour and 20 minutes, welcome to hell!

uh-oh.. i gotta go. before my mom catches me using the computer. ..im not sure when i can post again but im sure that i am so gonna be dead on the distribution of cards.. :(
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

3:22 AM

i dont really believe in karma..but i experienced a "sort of" karma today. bcos, ystrday, we were laughing at our 2nd yr servicem8 who "jogged" [jog papers], and then when he was already halfway, he teared the paper! we were all laughing because of his "jogging", of course i was one of those who laughed [bad! ha3]. then today,during science period, my groupmates didnt brought the other materials we need for our activity!although all of the groups have incomplete materials..Ma'am Lisa was so upset, that she made all of us jogged 5 pages of 1 whole tablet paper back to back. whooa. in 20 minutes! bt good thing, during the last 10 minutes ,she changed her mind and made it 3 pages backtoback, in exchange so that she'll give us our quarter grades. but then, i didnt expected that i'll make it coz in one page i wrote 2 columns of the "jog" ,which makes 4 columns for 1 paper. but some of my classmates only wrote 1 column per page, so my seatmates who also wrote 2 columns, because they asked me if we will write 2 columns, was accusing me that its my fault that it took us long to jog. duh, its their own decision if they'll make it 2 columns or what.I was already starting on the 3rd page when the 1st bell rang, oh god, i didnt make it, BUT i said to Ma'am " Ma'am pwede n po ba toh? 3 pages na rin eh." then she asked me if I wrote 2 columns per page ,i said Yes, then she said that its okay, so there! ha! i made it. .LOL.

so yeaah, i got 93 for science. wooh.LOL. i dunno why , but in my elementary years, i hardly get line of 9. i always get 85 to 89. but it seems im improving in high school, ha! not to brag though. LOL

we were dismissed early today, so yeaah. but there's the saringgawi 2006 dance evolution finals thingy, so we watched. ;( we werent able to pass in the semifinals. ;(

in the category A only 2nd year LG's won. and also in category B, only 4th year LG's won. mmp. lolz.

i just hope my groupmates will bring the materials tomorrow, if not, gaah, jog papers again.
The teachers in AdNu are cruel, SO cruel. LOL. in my prev. school, although some of our classmates just borrow or request from our classmates, the teacher wont care. but AdNu is just so STRICT. gaah, i hope i can survive LOL... :(
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, August 28, 2006

7:20 AM

whew. finally! i finished my first journal entry for our english journal. the first topic was abt THE HAPPIEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE. what i placed there is the time we finished / graduated elementary.harhar.

okaaay. i also finished looking up for short story for our english subject, as usual. i find it hard looking for a good story. so i picked 2 from the stories i found. so yea, i dunno what ill pass. acck.whatevr.

so yeaah.i dont have anything much to say. we had our SRA today, our moderator taught us how to answer and check and so on, i didnt listen though, we already had that SRA thingy in our elementary years, not to brag though. BUT the coloring of the record thingy is different so thats just the part where i listened well. lol.

tomorrow's gonna be a new day. uugh.

i hate waking up early, but i guess i just have to do so. :(

aacck.its nearly 11 pm. and im NOT YET asleep.

surely, ill wake up arnd 6:15 tomorrow,again.

and yeah, my mom is gonna scold me again, that ill make our service wait again for me, blah blah blah.so on.

not that im complaining, but its true, almst everyday we make our service wait.bleh.haha.

but we're not yet late though we make our service wait, blahzz. haha!

okay, so i really have to go. before my mom scolds me again. and yeah im also tired.. lol.. better sleep now.. =P
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, August 26, 2006

11:38 PM

gaaah!

i really hate boring days. ive got nothing to do.

sure, the computer is right there, waiting for me to open it. But i wanna spend my day fun, not just by using the computer, chatting, and so on. its just not what i want.

there's the tv, but just like the computer, i dont wanna spend the whole day in front of the effing tv.

And then, i dont really like going out. Oh sure , i do. when im with friends, but still!

great, no matter how long i complain, i cant control it. i mean ,i just cant control not opening the computer or the tv. i mean,thats life. MODERN life. technology does a lot of things for us.
GOOD or BAD, we just have to accept the fact that technology rules over us nowadays.

but whatever, am i ,like, teaching a science and technology lecture or something?

eek. better stop abt the technology thingiess.

so, tomorrow is a new day.

an ordinary day for me,though.

ANOTHER school day. ugh. :(

gaah,time flies so fast. right?

It was just the start of school year,
and then all of a sudden its already midyear,

a few more weeks, its the festival in our place,

a few more months after that, Xmas, then year 2007!

And then summer vacation.

After that opening of classes , and here we come 2nd year high!

*sigh*

times DOES fly SO fast. But i want it to slow down for a bit..

Okay, im getting a bit dramatic again. sheesh. So i think ill end it here..
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


11:21 PM

i was so sure that i'd quit blogging.err. i guess,i wasnt THAT sure.since here i am again, starting a newblog.its just that im uber bored.AND i do have a hosted blogURL.but i think its infected with virus.Because when i opened it yesterday.the computer kinda "hanged",so yeah, it "hanged" and said virus detected,but goodie, our antivirus killed the virus.It was just a minor virus i think,but still, it IS a virus.So im so not gonna use that blog anymore.keiish, change topic!yesterday was nina's birthday,so she treated us out 2day, saturday.it was like a 6 cha reunion, almost.well, i completely lost track of time this morning,i woke up around ten in the morn', and yeah,turned on the computer around 11. and theni was chatting with hennie and leiko when i sawthe clock, it says "12:38"i was like "omfg, im soo late"because i said to nina that i would be in ourmeeting place before 1,and it was already before 1.and i wasnt even ready yet! i arrived there around 1:30!i was hurrying up to go to the shop upstairs that imade a complete fool of myself, i was near toembarrassing land when i almost tripped.And they [niña,veronica,jel& avytte] saw IT!goodie, i wasnt the last one to arrive! Jenny and Rycielwerent there yet, so we waited.When Ryciel arrived,she was with Nisa and Cookie,So they went with us.So we went to E-mall, have our pics taken,played inarcade,then picked up the pics,then went to mcdo,then went back to emall coz Jen and Nica were gonna havesome pics developed, and then went back to USI.After Jel and Niña was picked up by their 'rents.Me, Nisa, Avytte and Ychiel went to Master Square,and that darn notebook for our journal thing in English ,there's no such thing of a notebook like that in Master Square,My classmate said that he bought one in Novo. But we neverbothered to go there,since it was a bit far. And it was already DARK!So i just bought that record book thingyy, then bought a wrapping pperErr. then we went to Bichara Mall, we just looked around, then Ryciel and I went home.
I am just so troubled of what ill do tomorrow,i dont wanna spend another day in front of the effing computer.im darn sick of it. though i love it.
i AM so tired. Still early though, but i am darn tired. Better sleep now. :)
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;