;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;
ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE
BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED
PRETTY LADY
katharine joy.12 years young
1st year h/s. Atenean . Ateneo De Naga Univ. H/S.
loves my family,my FRiENDS, my CP, my PC, && my mp3.
moody.sometimes suplada.smart daw
<3 o3.o16.
loathes flirts,snobbers,backstabber,plastic peeps.
wants my own laptop/PC, & a new cellphone. names|names|names
katja to my family and friends.
kath to other friends.
joy to mam tintin
Whoa.its been a long LONG time since i last updated.Whew! I was a bit busy,with school and everything.Okayyy.I'll admit it, i was just lazy to update.LOL.
But oh, i guess it'll be long again before my next post,since i AM really busy these days. This week is Midquarter Exam Week. Cheer & dance practices. And Pistaym is comin' up! February is such a busy month for me. And i won't forget about my birthday too! HAHA! Its on the 28th. And no, i wasn't born on the 29th, because some people asked me if I'm just celebrating my birthday on the 28th ,but was actually born on the 29th.NO.I WAS BORN ON THE 28TH,NOT THE 29TH!!hahaha..LOL.
Speakin' of birthdays,just wanna greet my friends Adeline May Nicolas & Myko Garcia, a belated happy birthday!They both celebrated their birthdays yesterday,February 4.^^
I'm not really on the mood to update now, but i just wanna update.Even though i need to finish my research paper on Social Studies. About efin' Martial Law. Hmmp.It would've been easy if it was just the ordinary Research work, wherein i would just copy+paste what i got from the 'net[I do that a lot.HAHA!SHH!]But no, our research work has a format to be followed, and Introduction & Insights thingy.Hmmp.Whatever.And its due this Friday.OMFG. How am i gonna finish it?With practices, late night cramming for MQ Exams-UGH!
I just gotta finish this efin' project--somehow..LOL.
Well, if i really wanna finish this project, i better end this post for today.Haha.I dunno when i'll post again, but i'll update as soon as time would allow me.[?HAHA!]
tc! ^^
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, January 18, 2007
6:50 AM
Owkaii.Im gonna update right now, coz i cannot update tomorrow,i think.Since tomorrow is our Class Night!Weee!Our class will be staying the night in our school.We'll be having lotsa activities. & have nothing but FUN! FUN!! hehe.Im uber excited.We'll also have this post-christmas exchange gift, Debbie was the one that i picked. Hmmn.The gift's prize should be at most 150P. But my gift was 180P.I couldnt find any other teddy bear that's only worth 100+ in the Blue Magic distributr, Padangat Shop.
Tomorrow,is also Jomark's birthday,he's my classmate & he's gonna celebrate it in our class night.Wahaha!He's one of my beshpwends, hehe. Also one of the pasaways in our class.Haha.
Oh wellsz, its already 11 in the evening, and im still not sleepy, but i have to sleep.Haha..Gotta go..^^winks
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
4:09 AM
owkai. the result of the game 2 of the basketball game that i posted in my previous post was incorrect. Ateneo lost with the score fo 73-63 [i think]. So this Saturday,there will be another game, the final game,for SJS & AdNU. I sure hope that we'll win..Hehe,
ARGH.In all our subjects today,we have assignments.ARGH.Im almost finished with it all, but i took a break & went online. Guess i just cant go a day without going online,haha.Addicted.Whatever.Hmmn. Cant think of any good thing to say right now, my hands are very tired from writing & drawing that coordinated picture for our proj. in Math,arggh. But hey,"That's life"..as Myko said yesterday in YM!.hmmn.I guess its just really life & we have to accept what's in store for us.And move on with those that aren't meant for us.*SIGHS*.
Uh-oh..my dad is here.gotta go!xP
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Saturday, January 13, 2007
11:53 PM
Yesterday was FUN!FUN!FUNNNN!xP haha! Well, yesterday was the game 1 of the championship in basketball, our school [AdNU-that's Ateneo de Naga University -h/s-] vs. SJS![& that's st. joseph school]. Hennie,Jana,Renzo,Veronica & I watched, Cai & Jecco was also with us. When we went in the gym, it was already the 2nd Quarter, but t'was okaaay.LOL.. CJ & the others were screaming,even calling names the player of the opponent team.Haha! It was really funny,they were saying weird things about the players.Ooops, i know its a bad thing to do But,anyway, it was still funny.haha! After the game, from Civic Center, we walked to Beanbag, but Renzo & Veronica went home, Cai,Jana, Hennie & me, went to Beanbag. Hmmn.After that,Jana Hennie & I went to Jana's house. And we were back to being vains. Haha! We took pictures from my efin' digicam.Haha! ----PiCTURES @ http://www.kath03.multiply.com---- Around 7 ,we had our dinner at Jana's place. Then went upstairs to watch the dvd Princess Hours, we weren't really watching it,since i was looking for the Episode 23, but that DVD was divided into chapters.ARGH. Haha. Then we went to the balcony, being vain again,but darnit, my efin' digicam ran out of battery.Haha.It can still be turned on, but once you take a pic, it'll say "Change the battery pack". Haha.Ooops, it was my bad. I didnt charge it that day. Haha! Hmmn.Around 8Pm, my dad picked me up.Hennie was gonna sleep at Jana's house. I was still planning to go online last night, but i was so tired that time, thats why i went to sleep at 10. Twas still early [ i guess,for me]. haha!
I apologize if my post right now is very limited, im just not in the mood to post. & im a bit tired.LOL.
Today was the game 2 of the championship.I did not watch it,though.Since i dont have any companions.My brother went, though. Jomark texted me and he said that Ateneo won with the score of 96-85. He's not quite sure of the score.But he's certain that we won!Weeee! *pauses for a while & groans* Awww! Tomorrow's assembly will be VERY long again.Hmmpp.Darnit.But that's okaaaaaay.LOL..
Hmmn.Multiply is running slow right now,Arggh.
Nwayss.Gotta Go!xP
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, January 12, 2007
7:31 AM
Just a bolding survey.xP.. haha. Got nothing to say. So i'd just answer this survey.xP
RELATi0NSHiPSBold all that apply.
RELATi0NSHiP WiTH MYSELF I am definitely not perfect, but I accept that. I’ve worked hard at becoming the person I am. I like the person I am. I do have a few problems with myself. I think I’m all right. I think I’m ugly. I think I have a great personality. Personally, I find myself annoying. I always find myself saying negative things about myself. I have said that I think I’m “too fat” before. I try to be positive about myself. I figure that the only way anyone else will ever love me, is if I love myself first. I take good care of myself, on the outside and inside. I feel that there’s a lot of pressure placed on me to be “perfect” but I try not to let it get to me. I’m just trying the best I can.
RELATi0NSHiPS WiTH MY FRiENDS My friends are seriously amazing. I don’t know what I’d do without them. One or more of my friends have stabbed me in the back. I forgave them. However, there are a few I didn’t forgive. I have one best friend. I have several best friends. I’ve had a friend steal my crush/boyfriend. I stopped being friends with her because of it. I have at least 1 friend I tell everything to. I have more guy friends than girl friends. Guy friends are definitely less dramatic. I have at least 1 guy friend I can go to receive an honest opinion/advice from. I love going anywhere with my friends. My friends and I are crazy together.. I love my friends.
RELATi0NSHiPS WiTH MY FAMiLY My family can be annoying at times, but I still love them. My parents are divorced and it can be difficult not having them both around sometimes. I have been fighting with my parents lately. I can tell my mother anything. I’m a daddy’s girl. Holiday dinners with my family usually promote fights. Actually, my family’s holiday dinners are pretty pleasant and fun. I like my cousins. My parents are pretty easy-going. I live with my parents. My parents have embarrassed me in front of my friends. Actually, they embarrass me on many occasions. But I guess that’s normal. My parents give me an allowance. I have a sibling. I have a pet.
RELATi0NSHiP WiTH MY B0YFRiEND [Skip to next category if you don’t have one] Our relationship has lasted longer than 6 months so far. We have said “I love you” to each other. He’s done something romantic for me. We go out together at least once each week. I can tell him anything. He asked me to be his girlfriend. I asked him to be my boyfriend. We talk on the phone with each other at least once a day. He is nothing short of amazing. We have broken up and gotten back together. Our relationship is healthy. He’s bought me something really expensive. We have grown a lot as a couple, over the good and bad experiences. I think he’s a little controlling at times. I think I may break up with him soon. I think we’re soul mates.
RELATi0NSHiP WiTH MY CRUSH [Skip if you did the “Boyfriend” category] I have a crush. I think about him a lot. He has no idea I exist. We have some classes together. I think he likes me too. We flirt with each other a lot. I think I may tell him I like him. I stare at him during class / in the hallways. I am guilty of scribbling his name in one of my notebooks. I guess you could say, “I admire him from afar.” If he wants to be with me—he’s going to have to make the first move. He seems like potential boyfriend material. I’ve told my friends that I like him. I talk about him a lot. When I’m around him, I get really nervous.
Thats it!Haha..Gotta Sleep! xP
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
5:07 AM
its been a week since i last updated this blog.HAHA. been very lazy lately.HEHE. Yesterday, i looked at my grades at the hsportal page. I was SO happy then, because i THOUGHT i was included in the 1st honors,since my lowest grade is 87.I was really excited then, that i even told my mom about it.Haha.But then,today, I asked my seatmate,Akiko, if the passing grade for 1st honors is 87, then she asked Sir Noe about it, and 88 was the passing grade! Argh! Just 2 more points and i would have been 1st honor.[since i have 2 subjects with grade of 87]. I really dont know why the heck i got 87 for Filipino! In the first 2 quarters , i got 92 for Filipino, But it decreased 5 points,WTF?! I got high grades in the exams and quizzes.BUT low grades i guess in Projects & Participation. Er. I dont really participate well in Filipino. To tell you, i find it boring.Oops, im so bad.But yea, i dont find it really exciting or fun to learn.So anyway..In math, i increased 4 points, Yipee! I got 83 for the 1st 2 quarters then went up to 87 for the 3rd quarter.Wahaha!
I dont get it. In the first two quarters, i studied well. AND VERY HARD- i tell you. BUT in the 3rd Quarter,honestly, i did not really studied & participated well.So why the heck did i get high grades for the 3rd quarter? haha. Maybe because its really a short quarter & fewer lessons are covered. Well.Whatever..
Tomorrow is the Incoming 1st year Entrance Exam in AdNU. I want to go, to see who will transfer next year.BUT ,Hennie changed her mind,and said that she doesnt want to go anymore.Hmmp.Hehe..
Err. I better go. ^^
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, January 04, 2007
5:27 AM
OMG. Almost 1 month na pla ako hindi naguupdate.HMMMP. Sori ha? Tinamad kxe ako.Haha. Kahit ng Xmas break na. Oh yeah, di ko pala kayo nagreet.
MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
its not yet too late, right? sabi ni sir solomo ,christmas season ends on the baptism of Jesus, so christmas pa rin ngeion! haha. whatevr.
pssh. o'nga noh? NEW YEAR na pala.
NEW YEAR. dpat NEW LIFE na. Wag na muna isipin yang mga boys boys boys na yan, wahmp. wala silang kwenta. haha. JOKE. pero, inde ko lang tlaga makalimutan yung, alam nio na, "sya". hmmp. lagi ko pa nakikita, kanina nga nakasalubongan ko xa, parang iba yung tingin niya. feel ko nga galit yun saken ,dahil sa nasabi ko khapon sa ym, pro inde naman xa yung tinutukoy ko talga. pero bahala na.Bsta, hindi talaga xa yng tntukoy ko dun..
Ehr..speaking of new things. may NEW HAIRSTYLE na ako. haha!Nagpbangs ako eh. La lang.trippings lang. Im tired of my old hairstyle na kxe.Wahehe.
Hmmp.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Saturday, December 23, 2006
5:50 AM
its been almost a month since my last blog post. grr. its because of the typhoon reming.it was really disastrous, esp. here in our region. but id rather not tell you more about the destruction of that typhoon, it would be a very VERY long post if i'd do so. lolx.
anyway, we just had our internet back this afternoon. thats why i only had the chance to post again, today.
pssh. 'nuff bout that internet, typhoon whatsoever thingy. lolx.
my heart's still shattered. hmmp.
i have to forget about him. i need to. because its only for my own good.
but somehow, i just can't. i just CANT! coz i dont want.='c
its really hard for me to forget about him. & I MEAN, VERY HARD.
pssh. know what?
im so stupid.
im so stupid when it comes to love.
if only i told him what i need to tell him last November the 1st. then what happened in Nov 20 shouldnt have happened. Arggh. I know you wont understand me, but whatever, im just..arr.. really stupid.
Im still not over him
& I dont know if ill be able to get over him soon.
I really hate myself.I hate myself for what i didnt do but should have.Arrgh.
November 1 ,instead of being a gloomy day because of All Saint's Day, could have been one of the best day in my life, at least, November 1 of this year 2006. But instead, i let it pass by, i let the opportunity to experience a best day like that,pass me by.
I just hate the number 20, because of effing November 20. What he said on November 2006, had been the cause of my almost-failing in school nowadays. Not really failing.But, im pretty sure that some of my grades will be low for this 3rd quarter. Darnit. And he said that its better this way so i can concentrate in my studies! What the!? But it was really the other way around. I got worse in school. I wouldnt listen to my teacher's discussions, i dont study for quizzes, i sometimes get low equivalents even for minor quizzes,.
If only he did not said what he had said on November 20, it would have been the other way around, i would have been listening to discussions, getting high grades, .tssk. Inspiration. as they would say.
Haiii.
He already changed. It seems like he's not the same person who i knew. He's not the corny but funny, sweet, thoughtful, "friend" anymore. At least, to me. I guess. He's giving me the cold treatment, as they would say. Its as if he doesnt know me anymore. Wouldnt even reply to my messages, i mean, it was him who said that we should still be friends, & thats what im trying to do, staying friends with him, but he's the one who , i think, doesnt want. He' s avoiding me, i can tell.
But whatever, i better get a good sleep tonight.Tomorrow's Christmas Eve. Oh yea? I dont feel the Xmas spirit, its as if its only an ordinary day. Sigh. Maybe it was cause of the tragedy we suffered. But for me, its the tragedyI suffered, what else? being heartbroken.. Whatever.
